In the past few days, I've accomplished much less than I desired. Not that I haven't been busy, because I have, but that there is so much more to be done.
Just as I mentioned in the recent "superpowers" post, I wish that I could simply conceptualize something and it would be accomplished, completed, created, finished, etc.
That's not the way things work. So today, when Rob and I were talking about what needed to happened (or that we wished would happen) before joining our households, I began crying.
Just a frown at first, then halted breathing, and finally full-blown tears. It was uncontrollable (kinda like my life feels right now).
I can't do everything by myself. I can't do it all alone.
At least I exploded in tears rather than in some other way.
So today, it was good, I cried.
Oh, Lisa, I'm sorry. I think it was good that you could "let it all out." It is a trmendous amount of stress; I assume that you are moving? It will be overwhelming again and again as you live in such a big beautiful house.
ReplyDeleteBut things will work out. They have a way of doing that.
You do so much for everyone else. We are grateful. Have a blessed easter and realize you do more in one day than some do in a lifetime.best wishes, mary
ReplyDeleteA good cry is good for everyone,cleans the soul.Lisa take it from a 52 yr old,you are strong and can be stronger.Hang in there,ok.You have some wonderful posts on here,and being new I was really impressed,keep up the great work,just take time to breathe.
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